Monday, October 12, 2009

A Halloween Haunting

Have you ever had something in your past that you just can't shake off? My dreams last night were more like never ending nightmares that I still feel like I cannot shake, even though I am awake. I wish I could be like everyone else for once, and just accept this and move on. But I can't. I can't accept this. And I can't move on. And most days I can ignore it, or at least enough to not be thinking about constantly.

But I want answers. And the answers are there, but I just can't get to them. Not right now anyway. I can't keep letting this get to me. Everyone else doesn't care. But I still do.

I really don't know what to do. But this is real. And I gotta get past it eventually... I just don't know how.

1 comment:

  1. Usually,
    we try something new every day.

    But if we want to get right with the way,
    we have to let go of something every day.

    We do less and less,
    until we end up doing nothing.
    And it's when we do nothing
    that we get the job done.

    Let events take their course,
    and everything will turn out
    in your favor.
    If you act on your ambitions,
    they will never pan out.

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