Have you ever had something in your past that you just can't shake off? My dreams last night were more like never ending nightmares that I still feel like I cannot shake, even though I am awake. I wish I could be like everyone else for once, and just accept this and move on. But I can't. I can't accept this. And I can't move on. And most days I can ignore it, or at least enough to not be thinking about constantly.
But I want answers. And the answers are there, but I just can't get to them. Not right now anyway. I can't keep letting this get to me. Everyone else doesn't care. But I still do.
I really don't know what to do. But this is real. And I gotta get past it eventually... I just don't know how.
Monday, October 12, 2009
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