Hope

I think about you less and less each day. The only thing that really triggers me to think about you is a song, a picture or when I hear your name.

I was walking to class today and listening to my ipod. It was on random, like always. And the song that came on brought tears to my eyes because it makes me think of you... the first lines are If that's the way you love You've got so much to learn If that's the way you say goodbye... Tears fell from my eyes on the way to class because you hurt me, you did me wrong and you are the only one who can't see that. And I think that hurts more than anything. You seem like you have lost your way, and I pray each day that you find it again. I hope things turn out better for you. Life is not supposed to be like that.

But I have hope. I know that I am slowly getting over you. For so long, I thought you were the one for me. I really did believe that. I was completely wrong. You aren't the one for me. And I can finally say that. It has taken me a long to say that out loud.

The guy for me... I haven't met him yet. And now I'm relying more on my God because He knows exactly what I need. I'm going to be okay.

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And promise you kid I'll give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet.
-Michael Buble